Lalallaaa~

If you ask me, “What is the one thing you really truly want to do in your life?” and the answer would be~

Yes, it probably has something to do with manga and anime. But it’s not about reading or producing one! It’s about…

Drawing!

Haha. Yar, I know my drawings aren't the best in the world, there are hundreds of teens younger than me out there who can draw better than I do. But seriously, if you ask me to answer this question without considering the opinions of the people around me, but reflecting my own pure and selfish desire, it would be character designing.

Bet you’ve already seen that coming, since I have mentioned it before somewhere in this blog some 50 posts ago that I wanted to surpass Tetsuya Nomura ((who created my first pixelated husband, Thunder (real name Noctis))) and if given the chance, opportunity and money, I will run a head-long drive towards this dream.

I know it’s weird to suddenly come up with a post like this, but it isn’t baseless. I finally went to school today ((har-har, laugh all you want but it felt as though it had been ages since I went to school O_O) and was finally able to talk to my buddies. Keke. It just so happens with SPM coming soon in less than 7 days, it really makes you think about a lot of things. Our fears, mostly about exam results, statistics, dreams, hopes that others put unto us, wanting to be like someone else, etc. It’s funny how staying back in school for half an hour to wait with a friend who is going back late can actually make you talk about all these things that you previously keep to yourself.

And it helps that we’re both manga and anime freaks. Haha.

But before that, before the school bell dismissed us, I had a conversation with other friends too… And it made me think…

Many things are easier said that done, and frankly, I don’t plan to change my mind about certain things. There are some things that can’t be understood easily, and I don’t really expect anyone to understand. ((But the truth is I can't be bothered to explain, hence not giving anyone a chance to try to understand)) I’m sorry for saying this out loud here, but it’s also because telling people face-to-face would be too awkward, and rather than telling I might actually forget about it… Haha. And also, there are some things that I am more comfortable not discussing about, and when talking face-to-face, it’s hard to escape from sticky questions, no?

One of the reasons why I took off the comments section. ((Not that anyone comments, so what the hell…))

R.O.C.K.

Dududuu

I kept forgetting the fact that I’ve added two teachers on Facebook and I should be careful of my posts and the quizzes I take.

Turns our I didn’t miss SID’s new release since I just downloaded it a couple of hours ago. Nothing fantastic, but I love the new PV!

Yeah, I know it’s supposed to be released tomorrow, but apparently video/cd stores in Japan do early releases.

Waaa! Did anyone watch You’re Beautiful’s episode 11 preview? IT IS SO EXCITING! I am trembling in excitement as I type this!

LMFAO.

It’s a lie.

But I genuinely excited!

R.O.C.K.

...

LMAO.

Fuck.

When will I ever stop wearing?

I need to get off the computer and finish my tuition homework.

But before that.

I need to use the toilet.

Maybe I should create another Tumblr account to post all these bullshit about my everyday activities.

If only M'sia's advanced enough that I can do mobile posting.

But then again, it's not like I can't. It's more like I can't afford to? Haha.

FML.

Can't believe I would be missing SID's new release on the 11th of November.

My shit is threatening to come out now

Good night.

Pig-rabbit. ;D

R.O.C.K.

I will not hold back

I want this magazine.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

((Told you I won't hold back))

My computer's power supply died = The death of my computer

What the fuuuuuuuuuuck.

Of all times.

((Yeah, I admit that it is a good time to die because SPM's less than two weeks away and at least I get to do some studying instead of going online. If you're wondering why or how I am online right now, it's because my aunt's in Singapore and I have limitless access to her computer. Only that there's a problem with the screen and I hate it cos it makes my eyes go fuzzy but whatever as long as I can watch You're Beautiful and admire Jang Keun Suk's smile *heart* but this is not the time to be thinking about him because SPM'S 2 FUCKING WEEKS AWAY WTF))

So I suppose this is goodbye.

GAAAAAAAAAAH I STILL HATE MYSELF.

Since this will be my last post until the 8th of December ((unless my dad replaces the power supply before that or something)) I am free to rant about this useless world because there is absolutely no need to care for other people's reactions. Yes, I am that sort of bastard.

...

Fuck.

Fiiine.

5 more weeks.

Actually, 4 weeks and three days.

Should pass by fast enough.

Then I will continue watching You're Beautiful. The best part is, I don't even need to watch it on Viikii. Yes.

Ah, this sucks.

I hope I dont' stop liking it after SPM. It's sad when you stop liking something.

Like Thunder, as an example. I still like him and all, but, uh, Mr. Tetsuya Nomura ain't updating anything on FFvs13 so I have no bloody clue how Thunder has been doing.

GAAAAH.

I hate you, Hwang Tae Kyung. =_=

I am severing all ties with the Internet until the end of exams!

Do pray that I stick to it.

P/S: Yeah, I have disabled comments. Because I can. But mostly because I am pissed of at the world. Because I hate it when people wake me up from my sleep.

R.O.C.K.

Posting here for the first time through my aunt's computer

Not using Windows Live Writer. Feels weird. Anyhow.

What picture should I put for this post?

It's 11.10PM already. Didn't get any studying done today. I woke up at 10AM and promptly went online ((using my comp at first)) to look for You're Beautiful episode 10 raws on YouTube.

Found one.

But my computer dieded on me.

So here I am for nearly 12 hours, surfing the Net. I watched You're Beautiful when Viikii finally uploaded it with subs, of course. But I continued surfing the Net, watching a Star King episode my junior sent me a link to ((is it because Hyun Joong's in it? I wonder)), reread Nana.

Speaking of Nana. ((spoilers ahead))

I didn't realise Layla ((or Reira, whichever you prefer)) suffered enough trauma to actually forget that Ren died? But of course, what I meant is that she made herself forget... A psychological blockage. How do I explain it? It is when an unconscious part of your brain unconsciously block a part of your brain's memory, hence conviniently forgetting an event in your life that caused you a large amount of pain?

I wish the mangaka would get better soon and come out from her hiatus. T_T I really want to know what will happen next.

Ah, I wonder if Nana will end up with Yasu?

...

No, wait, that's not possible. Yasu was still with Myu ((or at least Myu was still sticking around)) when Satsuki's probably 6 years old. Nana disappeared. Something must've happened.

I am oh-so-curious.

It will be 12AM in 9 minutes. I initially wanted to continue the list of things to do after SPM #2 but I got distracted. And now it's too late.

Ah, all the feelings of regret pouring in.

R.O.C.K.

This is your usual fangirl SPAM ((Only this time it’s about a Korean drama))

Omona! Remind me not to watch previews ever again, because it makes me super excited and anticipate more than ever for something that will not be released in another 24 hours! T_T No, seriously. Damn it.

((Omona means Oh My God in Korean. ;D))

I like it when Keun Suk gets super emotional and starts yelling or crying. He’s sooo cute! *kyun*

((*kyun* doesn’t have any real meaning. In fact, it doesn’t have any meaning at all. I’m just using it cos it sounds cute. LMAO))

Oh, BTW, did you know that if you’re a fan of Hyun Joong, you’re called a Hyunnie? Damn retarded, right? Yeah, so apparently I’m a Hyunnie? LMAO. Don’t you dare call me that, ya? Or I’ll pulverize you the next time I see you. <3

Yeah, so I’m supposed to be studying now but I’m not, bla bla bla FML.

Things to do after SPM.

Have I made a list already?

Maybe I have.

So this will be, List of Things To Do After SPM #2:

1. Watch Hwang Jin Yi (Because Keun Suk’s in it) (And the rating’s good)
2. Watch Hong Gil Dong (Because Keun Suk’s in it) (Omona! The Hero has the same birthday as yours truly!)
3. Watch Beethoven Virus (Because Keun Suk’s in it) (Rating’s pretty awesome)
4. Watch Itaewon Murder Case (Because Keun Suk’s in it) (And he speaks damn fluent English (because his character in the movie is a half-Korean, half-American (probably)))
5. I swear there’s more, but – OH YEAH! Read Vampire Academy’s FOURTH BLOODY BOOK! Dimitri <3
6. Oh yeah, icon making spree. Hyun Joong, right? Will probably make Keun Suk ones instead.
7. Watch Nodame Cantabile: The Movie I & II.
8. …F*ck, I nearly forgot about National Service. Well, at least it’ll only be for 3 months, not 2 whole f*cking years like in Korea.
9. But then again, in Korea, only MEN are required to join that wonderful training.
10. Doubt I would do this, but let’s rewatch You’re Beautiful/Handsome!
11. Watch Kimi ni Todoke and Kobato.
12. Check out the anime version of Winter Sonata and laugh my @$$ off.
13. Go shopping.
14. Buy a dress? Maybe.
15. Go to St. David’s INite? Maybe.
16. I swear Tamaki Hiroshi’s gotten thinner? LMAO.
17. OMG, of course, he’s 29 already. 30 next year!!! Omona!
18. Keun Suk looks like a younger version of him
19. Celebrate New Year’s Day with my idiotic friends!
20. OMG, I was watching the Nodame Cantabile: The Movie I trailer, and Tamaki’s still as hot as ever!
21. Did you know that Keun Suk’s like a younger version of him? Only cuter? And younger?
22. Eh, crap, Tamaki’s damn bloody thin now. What is he trying to prove? Go gain some weight, you stick! And omona! Why is he playing the piano??
23. Eh, OMG, there are two trailers?
24. Murder and mystery series sell better than romantic comedy…
25. I think conductors are sexy, to be able to lead a whole orchestra or band.
26. Uh, no, I don’t think Ravee’s sexy in that way though. =_= No offence.
27. Look at the time, I think I heard my dad’s car, better get off the computer now.
28. Chao!

R.O.C.K.

Eeeee

This idiot makes me laugh. ((Hyun Joong =_=))

If you’ve been talking to me for the past two weeks, you would know that I had been all Jang Keun Suk this Jang Keun Suk that. But I think this guy never fails to make me laugh.

He’s a cute, blunt bastard who makes me laugh. My ideal boyfriend? Maybe. LMAO.

And the reason why I’m making this post?

He freaking wrote a gay fanfiction about himself and his band member, Jung Min. Only that he made Jung Min a girl. But still. =_= Which idiot writes a gay fanfiction starring himself and his band mate?

And, yes, I’ve read it. It’s funny but nothing steamy… Haha.

Kay, back to Keun Suk! XD

R.O.C.K.